i am very sorry you feel this way ;_;
wish i could somehow help but i'm just a stranger on the internet ><;;
for what it's worth, i've been following YOU and HIM since prologue was released, and it's easily one of my favorite VNs, and i liked it even more with each released chapter.
i'm not good at comforting people (to say the least ><'), but i sincerely hope you'll feel better soon